Landers

I’ve lost some files!

A fucking script I’ve been working on and has gone. It’s not on the network hard-drive, it’s not on my hard-drive, it’s not on Spiros and it’s not on the memory key!

I do not want to have to retype the whole thing as they were edits made that I’m not going to remember but I know I’ll fucking end up doing that because that’s the type of whore-humping bitch I am!

I’m now going to have to delay my funding application because they will want a full script and I don’t fucking have one!

I can only think I’ve put it on a disc and put the disc somewhere safe! What is fucking me off even more is that I know I’ve worked on it on this mac! I know I have! So why the fuck isn’t it there now! It’s not something I’d delete and it’s not just the script missing but it’s the whole fucking file. This file contains my edited script, the original transcript, cast and crew paperwork, a location guide and a fucking recce sheet!

FUCKED OFF!

TO THE FUCKING MAX!!

We arrived at the hall at the community centre at just gone 7pm. Literally just gone… it was around 7.02/7.03pm. Alan had said last month that he would be there prompt at 7pm, maybe a bit earlier, so we could set the room up for the AGM. He wasn’t there. He turned up around 7.15pm.

You know what, the more I think about it the more angry I’m getting with how tonight turned out, so much so that I don’t think I can blog about it.

The main points…

- The AGM didn’t go ahead because we didn’t have a quorum. Well we did as far as me and most others were concerned but apparently the number of carers has risen drastically in the last few weeks and we didn’t have a third plus one at the meeting so the AGM couldn’t go ahead.

- The constitution appeared. It is shit. I don’t believe for one moment that it is the constitution that the membership decided on years ago. I believe it is the constitution Alan made up during the last week and hoped no one would question it. As no present has seen it before no one was going to question it. Affleck and I are currently coming up with ways to find out this information.

- Alan talked over EVERYONE.

- I nearly resigned but got talked out of it.

The good thing that happened tonight was that I made my mind up about something. Hopefully the AGM will go ahead next month as we will instigate the proxy voting system which will mean even without the people present we will have a quorum. I will stand for chairman again. If I get voted in then I will call for a vote of no confidence in Alan as our secretary. That is if he gets voted in again as well. If he doesn’t then the problem is solved but I actually think he will. I don’t think anyone will stand up to him. Although they are sick of him they also think he has some form of power. He doesn’t. To be honest he’s pretty much a nobody but he’s very clever at making people think he is a somebody.

I am so fucking pissed off!